nadene.

tumblr

2010-06-05T22:40:00.001+08:00

heyyyy
i;m switching to tumblr(:
seeya there!!!

link:
prettypictures-.tumblr.com

happy birthday

2010-06-04T22:40:00.001+08:00

Hey mum
Happy birthday!!!
Thanks for being the best mom Everrrr.
Even though sometimes I can be really rebellious and horrible, I still love you!!!
Thanks for being there throughout my life especially this past year! <3
Even without papa around from Monday to Friday, you still keep this household running like clockwork!!
Thank you for listening to all my complaints about bitchy friends and irritating people, and for constantly praying for me(:

I'm sorry you don't have an EXCELLENT birthday this year.
I promise next year'll be better!!!!

Love youu!!
I love you!!

Influence

2010-06-04T22:36:00.001+08:00

At mep camp now.
It's kind of :/
Anyway
I'm sitting next to linette and Celia.
Goshhhh soooo tired.
After mep camp i still have YO tonighttt.
Hmmmm.
I really wanna sleeppppp.
There's something wrong with my phone! :(((((((
Okay I admit my blog's becoming really boringgggg!

Back to the lecture...

Different now

2010-06-02T23:26:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired now,
But Li Ying insists that I'm really emo,
So I'm going to post a non emo post.
Hahh(;

Just finished practicing.
Like, hahahha skim through.
Just enough to roughy play tomorrow.
It's sectionals:/
Jonathan hasn't been coming for weeks.
So I've been sitting next to Julia and Liscoln.
Hsiao Shan better come tomorrow!!!!!!
Hahaha.
And jonathan should too.

Headache again.
I just hope it doesn't become a permenant thing.
:/
Hahah
Btw I'm talking to Jing Yi now,
For those who are actually interested to know. Hahhahaha.
Yay.
Right.

Nights.

All I ever wanted

2010-06-02T20:59:00.001+08:00

All I see is fear

2010-06-02T19:18:00.001+08:00

MEP camp today.
It made me really exhausted.
Or maybe I was already tired before it.
Hahah anyway,
Celia's in my group(:
Yay!

I thought I should be sorry.
Until I saw the look on your face today.
Well, now I'm not anymore.

dawn

2010-05-31T11:37:00.002+08:00

seriously what am i supposed to be feeling now.

i never knew all those things, and i shouldn't even know now.

i don't know what to say.

nope, its not her fault. i guess it was my curiosity that brought about this post.

but i still don't believe that you told -

honoured?

break your heart

2010-05-21T13:07:00.002+08:00

I haven't been posting at all.
so.
OBS groupings are out!
finally.
i'm grouped with Ern, Yann Ting, and Amanda Teo!
and Amanda Chiang and Dahhhhlia.
(:(:
lol my group is awesome.
but omg yun's grouping is SUPER AWESOME.
all the really really fun people are in her group!

we had YOG opening ceremony at our school just now.
or at least something like that.
it was. uhhh. pretty boring.
but the cheers were really really really really cool!!!!
hahahaha yep (:
AND KANGSHI WAS THE MASCOT!!!
<3
hahahah i screammed for her (:
anyway,
the financial literacy period was really HILARIOUS.
childish, i tell you.
really, i think this whole thing is really stupid.
oh well, its all your choice anyway.
and i know you won't do anything to improve this situation.
but really, honestly?
this shouldn't even be happening.

holidays are coming!!!
yayyyy (:
lots of going out,
lots of playinggg (:

love
nadene

Director

2010-05-14T23:24:00.001+08:00

I'm so tired.
Had SUCH a fun day today(:
Went to Li ying's house to take NRIC photos(:
Haahha and TOTALLY CAMWHORED.
'm not surprised if there are so many photos, jan would take a few weeks to finish.
Omg ahahahhaha.
That means I gotta new profile picture! Hahaha once she uploads(:
Anyway.

After that I went out for 'dinner' with Celia Ang!! <3
hahahah and we went to buy accessories and I tried on DRESSES.
OMG I think I'm becoming a girl:/
Can you imagine!
BTW, I ttly love Cottonon! Hahha cause their dresses make me look anorexic.
HAHAHAHAH ITS REALLY COOL.
You should ask Celia.
It was really scary
But it was a nice dress! Hahaha maybe I'll buy it (;
We bought rings! (;
Hahaha we each have two rings each, of the same pattern, but different colour(:
Yayyyyy.
I HEART HEART-TO-HEART-TIME!!
hahahahah I HTHT!

Thanks for the memories(:

Out

2010-05-14T23:17:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KEZIA!!! <3
Hahahahha you're fifteen!!
(:
You're one of the funniest people i've ever known!
I TOLD YOU I HAVE AN EYE AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD!
Anyway,
happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to you
Happy birthday to KEZIA
Happy birthday to you!!

Let go

2010-05-14T23:17:00.001+08:00

I think God put me in your life at this time for a reason, and since I've already accomplished what I set out to do, I ought to leave.
I've held on to Many friendships, for far too long.
And after a certain time limit, it doesn't need to continue any longer, cause it'll only cause pain for one or the other.
Time consuming, difficult, energy consuming with little result.
I'm letting go of so many friendships at once, it hurts.
But I know after some time I'll get over this hurt and make new friends.
I guess this is how you determine between good friends and not true friends.
Hahahah sorry it sounds so emo I'm just really really tired.

Promise me that you'll be fine

2010-05-10T22:08:00.001+08:00

I told you to take care.
You didn't listen.
Why.

Boo

2010-05-10T13:14:00.001+08:00

I'm at home now.
Sleeping.
I'm so tiredddd.
Exhausted.
Stupid stomachache, I hate you.
:(

MEP and Chem's tomorrow!
:o
I'm determined not to fail, but somehow I think I am going to.
Again.
Haha oh well.
That probably means God doesn't want me there.
Disappointing? Yep hahaha but nahh I'll get over it soon.
And everythings gonna go back to normal again. Normal is horrible.

Hmmmmm.
CHEMISTRY AND MEP, I OWN YOU.

(:
sleeeeep.

I never wanted any of this to happen

2010-05-09T19:32:00.001+08:00

I've been slacking a lot.
Like really a lot.
I feel so guilty.
But i've tried studying!
Hahahaha.
Oh well.

It'scoming.
I'mnotpreparedforthis.

Let it all out

2010-05-09T03:50:00.001+08:00

LOL the only person awake now is Yun
Yayyyy she's coming to church this week(:
YAY YAY YAY YAY.
YAYYYYYYYYYYY.
(:
I'm really really really happy now.
LIKE HYPER HAPPY.
hahah at least it takes my mind off the sadness.
ANYWAY.
chem is about application, I just realized.
Hahah like all the mole stuff, balancing chemical equations.
Boring? Pretty much.

Hahaha still thinking of a nickname for you.
Thinking HARD.
hmmmmmmmm.
Hahaha call by Chinese name.
Awesomeeeee.
Deal.
Eh you promise me already okay cannot go back on your word.

Thenightswithoutyouarescary.
Comeback.

New

2010-05-08T23:45:00.003+08:00

I've thought About everything.
This year has been drastically different from other years.
Firstly, new classmates.
My class is pretty different from last year's class.
But anyway, 3M ttm!!!!! <3

Secondly, new friends, new people.
I realized I've interacted with many more people than I would have in the past.
Like, I have a whole new group of good friend now.
Totally different.
Like, last year's friends are totally still close friends, but we hardly even talk anymore.
And I'm like totally talking to different people from different backgrounds hahaha.
Close friends? I don't even know the meaning of that anymore.
Ohwell(:

Thirdly, i've had many new experiences this year.
For example, I actually got into SNYO and stuff like that.
It has totally given me new chances, new friends, new everything(:
Another example, I actually go to church more now (thank you God <3 ) and I actually know people now -.- hahaha.
New friendships established I guess.

My main point: this year has been so...different.
So many things have happened, so many chances lost.
But the best thing that actually came out of all this?
I actually did grow closer to God.
And I actually talk regularly to God now.
The trust definitely grew this time.
I talked to ALINA today.
She's an awesome 23 year old, who prayed for the relationship between my mum and I. Pretty(;
Hahahaha anyway, I asked her about some stuff today.
And she's going to see if she can help me(:
I've been thinking about this for pretty long, but never doing anything about it.
I guess I really want to do something about it now.
But my mum wasn't really totally supportive of it.
Like she said stuff about my busy factor.
Yeah sure I'm busy.
Fine, I'm really busy.
And she says if I actually do something about it now, I'll have to drop something so that I would have time for it.
But I believe that if God actually wants me to do something about it NOW, he'll somehow give me chances and I might have to give up some things, sure.
But I think I'm prepared to do it.
Maybe he doesn't think so.
Ohwell we'll see.
If he doesn't think I'm ready or now is not the time for it, he'll tell me or something I hope(:

Yeah back to my point.
I actually feel normal now.
Hahahahaa but I still HATE going to school.
It just sucks:(

Trustme.

New

2010-05-08T23:45:00.001+08:00

Deprived

2010-05-06T17:36:00.001+08:00

Math paper was the most horrible today.
URGH :(((((((((
I hate math.
HATE.
I'M DEFINITELY GOING TO FAIL MATH.
I'm not supposed to fail! :(
Physics was okay?
But still. Never know till paper comes back.

Left school at like, 12.30 today.
SUPER BAD HEADACHE.
came home.
Guess what.
SLEPT FOR 5AND A HALF HOURS.
Gosh. All the time for studying gone.
:(

Jac, I'll write you another one.

Need you now

2010-05-05T20:01:00.001+08:00

Just came back from studying with Jac!
Hahaha yes Jac, you have very little girlfriends.
And No, you're not a flirt(:
Hahahahahahaha.
I had a really enjoyable time with you today hahahah (:
Hiding the pizza from the auntie.
She was super "on" mannnn.
Hahaha anyway, don't worry you'll do well tomorrow(:
If you still have any issues with moments, just call yeah?
Hahaha logs can too.
Btw, it was a bad decision to let me listen to that song(:
Hahahahahahahahahhahahahahaha!
I'm listening to it 24/7 now.
Ahahahha and yes, I know the title of the song. I knew already but I was scared I was wrong(: but it's okay I don't blame you! Hahahahah. It's a great emoing song though(; hahahahah but no worries.
Love you!

Anyway, tomorrow's math and physics!
Omg Ms Wong said that it's even more difficult than the A math paper!! :(
whoa.

Check this out: Lady Antebellum - Need you now(:

Jac

2010-05-04T20:39:00.001+08:00

Yay I'm going to study with Jac tomorrow(:
Love you!!!!
Thanks for being there for me!
Hahahaha I know I haven't been sending you texts everyday,
But still, i'm cheering you on (quietly) so you won't feel irritated!
Hahahahahhahahah.
Looking forward to tomorrow(:
Loveee.
Keep holding on dear loves(:

Marcus

2010-05-03T18:32:00.003+08:00

Hahaha I have a new brother!

Yay.

he's been entertaining me for the last few days,

and telling me jokes. hahahahaha.

HAHAH THANKS FOR MAKING ME LAUGH LIKE CRAP.

you're jokes are pretty funny.

hahahahaha.

he's the awesomest brother ever!

yay! LOL thanks for supporting me and backing me up.

uhhh...

hmmm..

lol as i said, i never knew you were so humorous, and noisy.

you hardly ever talk during cell.

lol at least when i;m there.

still, thanks for being such an awesomeee brother.

p.s. please learn how to mug properly, 3 hours isn't counted mugging! (:

Mug

2010-05-03T06:23:00.001+08:00

Omg it's like 6.21am now.
Jac better see this man! Hahahaa you thought I wouldn't be able to sleep at 130 and wake up at 6? HAHAHA WRONG!
I'm tired, but at the same time I can't get to sleep anymore(:
I'll just sleep earlier today!
Okay okay muggggggggg.

Iwanttosleep.

Nocturnal

2010-05-02T12:46:00.001+08:00

Hahaha finally I can concentrate properly(:
YAY Jac is going to study with me through the night!!
First time I've met anyone who stays up with me to study(:
Hahahahahah.
Looking forward to it, to a certain extent.
Haha(:
Commontests on Wednesday.
I'm freaking out.
Omg yesterday sharonrose and I were supposed to study. At the library.
GUESS WHAT. LIBRARY WAS CLOSED. haha labour day.
But come on you expect 2 of the blurest people on earth to know and remember that?
Hahaha so we "studied" at the cell room.
Plus Kegan's singing and everyone just screaming.
Hahaha it was "constructive".
To the extent that nothing went into my brain.
(:

Study study study.

Rina

2010-05-01T22:57:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA YAY THE AWESOMEEEE RINA MICHELLE VANESSA KAWAMOTO CAME TO CHURCH TODAYY!!!
Hahaha finally got to spend some "quality" time with her(: (:
Hahaha yay!

Hmm today church was pretty meaningful.
Really meaningful in fact.
I realized A LOT of things.
Gosh. I'm like totally wthecking now.
RINA!!!! GOT TO SEE YOU TODAY. HAHAHA SO PRETTYYY. I ASKED EVERYONE WHO KNEW ME IF THEY THOUGHT YOU WERE PRETTY.
AND THEY ALL SAID YESSSSS.
HAHAHA IT WAS AWESOME.
I JUST HOPE YOU'LL COME AGAIN OKAY?
I hope today wasn't too boring for you, and I hope I didn't neglect you!
Tried the best I could to be a good host hahahahaha.
I really hope the words I said to you today SOMEWHAT had impact on how you view everything and SORT OF encourages you to move on and take your time(:
He'll just keep knockingggggg.
Haha even though we didn't do much today, I enjoyed spending heart to heart time (sort of) hahahahahahahahha.
LOVE YOU BABE!
Jiayouuu!!
come many more times okay???
LOVEEEEEE.

Regine

2010-05-01T22:19:00.001+08:00

Hahaha I'm dedicating this post to my awesome sisterrrrr (: love her.

Haven't talked to you properly for so long.
Omg you're such a weirdo, whistling through your throattt????
Hahaha this morning was one of my favourite talks.
We were having so much fun. Laughing and laughing.
Hahaha I love you x2838384920394853948448448736228!
Gosh your teacher is such a loser.
You'll always be the best sister everrrrrr(:

Love youuuuuuuuu <3

Drained

2010-05-01T01:47:00.001+08:00

Everyone's at overnight prayer.
Hahaha sharonrose and I aren't!
I 'studied' the whole of the second part of the population chapter already.
Goshhhh social studies is difficult.
:(((((
I'm so tired right now. I haven't studied so hard since last year!!
This is driving me crazy.
I've got cello lesson tomorrow, 830!
Better get to sleep now.
Gotta wake at 730.
Urghhhh.
Nights.

Reconsider

2010-04-30T21:29:00.001+08:00

woke up at like 11 today.
Bad headache:(((((((
But hahaha sharonrose and Yunzhi cheered me up just now.
Oh and I'm going to study with my googlybear sharonrose tomorrow <3 YAYYYYY HAHAH I CANT WAIT.
urghhhhh physics I am going to conquer you!!
Hahahahahhahahhahahahahahhahahahah.
I hate math:((((((

Hahaha goodluck with saving money sharonrose! I need to too! We'll just watch other people eat :D
Hahaha love youuuuuuuuuu!

Broken

2010-04-29T16:14:00.001+08:00

School was SO boring today.
Except for math lesson.
Yunzhi and sharonrose sat in front of me for math. You have no idea how funny they are together.
Celia Ang was pretty funny today.
She taught me a math(:
Hmmm lisa and melanie fetched me to the bus stop today.
HAHAHA I had a private talk with Lisa today.
It was pretty cool. Hahaha but it was pretty awkward cause _ was in the class.

Moving on,
This week is going to be crazy.
Despite sleeping at like, 930 that day, I was exhausted the next day.
Urgh and I have to plait hair again.
Again.
I just cut like a month ago!
:(
Oh ahahahha Rina come church again.
Please. Haven't seen you like forever. Literally.
Sort of.

I gotta mug.
I'm screwed for AMATH MATH PHYSICS CHEMISTRY CHINESE ENGLISH SS LITERATURE MEP :(((((((((
Got SO MUCH to study. And I haven't finished my homework. Hahahaha those overdue since like, forever.
OH HAHAH I GOT 4/20 for MEP.
HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA AMUSING.
firstly, I didn't put it into a powerpoint format.
secondly, apparently I didn't put enough effort in.
lastly, it was SUPER overdue(:
HAHAHA I LIVE UP TO MY NAME OKAY.
so she divided the marks by HALF hahahahhaha I rock.
Even if I didn't hand it in late I would have failed anywayyyyy.
But thankfully she allows me to redo it.
Hahaha by tuesday. It's going to be crazy but, it's life. Live with it.

Omg it was so weird in the bus. I sort of almost missed the bus.
Then when I got on, my mind was a little preoccupied thinking about WOMAN. And I was just like in a daze. And the bus driver was like,
"girl, Thank you ah"
And I'm like, HUH?
and he repeats it and I'm like,
"oh yeah. Thank you."
Cause he stopped to open the bus door for me?
...I've nothing to say. LOL it was just weird and awkward.

Thanks Jac x183738292093939336262991
Love you hahahha sorry sorry didn't mean it.
Hahaha thank you for the mentos love you.
Why you don't want to tell me who??

JANICE LEE!
womannn why you so sad today.
When I see you sad I'm sad too :(
Don't emo okay??
Love you!

I'mtireeeed.

It's alright, it's okay

2010-04-28T23:17:00.001+08:00

I'm hanging on(:
Enough to study properly without falling asleep everyday.
I'm so tired, so tired. Of everything.
The best thing: breakfast with STEPH tomorrow!!! <3 hahah love that girl. She's been there for me FOREVERRRRR.
(:
anyway.
I'm still oweing the teacher loads and loads of homework :(

Keep holding on okay dear.
I'm supporting you in every move you make. Just cry it out.
If you need anyone, I'm here always.
Love you.

We're hanging on.

Now and forever

2010-04-25T00:02:00.001+08:00

Hey Girl!!!!
It's your birthday today!!!!
I remember all the fun and wonderful times we had together(:
You're such an awesome friend(:
I know you're watching over me! I just know it.
I've been praying for you, you know!!!
You're having an awesome time up there, yeah?
The note I wrote is from the bottomest of my heart!
Love you forever and ever and ever and ever!!!!!
You are always there for me, no matter what, even if it's the most trivial thing on earth, you'd try to help me.
You're the best!!!!!!!!
<3
You're one of the best friends I ever had,
You changed my life(:
I'll never regret meeting you!
Haha can you remember we wanted to meet them and make them believe that we were _s???
Omg ahahaha we rock!
You are awesome.
As much as I miss you, you're having the time of your life now! Ahhah so treasure it babyyy(:
You've been waiting for it all your life(:
Hey I --- for you!
Isn't it awesome??

hahah omg babe what did you just do. Some more on the dot at 12 mn.
Love you!
You're forever trying to help me.
Hahaha I love you even more.
(:

Happy fifteenth babe(:
Love you.

rain

2010-04-19T18:54:00.002+08:00

today was actually not as bad that i thought it would be.

PE was fun too (: hahaha badminton

played with KANGSHIIII.

we'll say WHOOSH everytime we scored a point.

and we'll say ROAR when we lost to the other side.

we played against charmaine and celia.

celia's having a sorethroat today.

get well soon (:

talked a lot to yunzhi sharonrose stacey melisa today.

it was really funny though.

RINA!

BABE ITS A TOTALLY NEW CHAPTER OF YOUR LIFE!

ALWAYS SMILE, LIKE THAT YOU'LL ALWAYS STAY PRETTY (:

YOU CAN DO IT, I KNOW! JUST THAT IT'S SLIGHTLY TIRING NOW.

BUT WHEN YOU GET YOUR EXCELLENT RESULTS,

ALL THE HARD WORK AND PAIN WOULD BE WORTH IT!

BE OPEN TO NEW THINGS, NEW EXPERIENCES, ESPECIALLY NEW PEOPLE!!! HAHAH HINT HINT.

LOVE YOUUUU!

jiayouuuuu!

i love rain.

denial

2010-04-18T11:39:00.002+08:00

i know i haven't been posting. hahaha but (:

its funny,

yunzhi thinks reading people's blog is like stalking,

thaddeus thinks its not nice to read people's blogs cause their lives are private?? (that was hilarious though)

hahaha.

anyway, i have to admit, both of them have a point.

hahaha okay okay, maybe looking at people's fb and reading their blogs IS stalking.

but, isn't that the whole point?

haha i don't know, but Rina was right (:

she said that we are blogging FOR people.

not for us(:

ahahhha so she stopped blogging.

but i'm not going to!

i'm determined to keep this going for a very LONG time.

it has been here since sec1.

i;m not about to give up the memories!

anyway, haven't posted a REALLY long post for a long time!

hahah i just realized something yesterday. GOSH EW.

I'm sorry, but hallo!

of all choices.

this is mean. nevermind.

i really need to stop swearing.

like, that day i was doing 5items for napfa.

INCLINED PULL-UP. i was determined to get an A okay.

and so i started, going strong, 8,9, 10..

and then mak shouted.

HAHAHAH

SHE WAS LIKE, "NADENE!"

hahaha and i freaked out and totally lost my concentration.

so i DROPPED.

and i was like, "F*CK!" i screamed.

and the malay teacher just looked at me.

ahahahah and i was like, "uh...sorry."

and i tried again.

and got an A.

but thats not the point.

i need to stop swearing.

i didn't even know i was going to say it!

its just automatic.

haha.

Charmaine Lim always gets damn pissed when i swear.

Celia Ang is just used to it.

Janice Lee gives me the -.- look.

Choo...she's just immune. hahaha since she says it too.

hahah help me okay!

i shall stop swearing.

urghhhh this is all Jireh's fault.

he used to swear so much, i just got influenced.

that sucks.

oh, and its not happening.

NO. okay, steph?

don't you kill me.

cause it ISN'T HAPPENING.

AND IT ISN'T GOING TO HAPPEN.

and i'm not in denial.

i'm going to study now (:

hear my cry

2010-04-11T11:37:00.002+08:00

i went to church yesterday.

it was fun.

Rina didn't come :(((((

but we will take a photo next time dear!!!!

promise!

loveyouuuu. hahah

I'm so proud of youuuuu. ttm!

omggggg I have SO MUCH overdue homework to do.

oh and i'm going to cut my hair now (cut, trim, whatever. all the same)

yeah (:

chemistry

2010-04-08T17:50:00.002+08:00

today was pretty okay. surprisingly.

all i did was like, talk to Yunzhi.

it was quite funny.

seriously, the random things she can even think about..

nothing much happened today.

oh tomorrow's Edna's lesson.

it's going to be...interesting.

goshhh...

she'll probably just take it out on them...

but at the same time,

who cares about her anyway?

omg ____ is like so much worse.

she PMSes 24/7.

doesn't even give us a chance.

i heard the cello section did well yesterday.

love you all

we're finally moving towards our goal.

see, jia??????

it's great to know you all are finally trying (:

eventheslightestthingmakesadifference.

charmaine

2010-04-07T17:00:00.003+08:00

hahaha i feel so evil yet satisfied now.

i just totally dissed charmaine.

to be honest, that felt good.

and still, unfortunately that isn't enough to make up for the shock i had in Sec 2

when you randomly decided to ignore me for fun.

so have fun. (:

new beginnings

2010-04-07T16:54:00.003+08:00

this post shall be dedicated to my ever-so-fun-and-high-and-AWESOME friend, INEZ!

anyway,

happy for you and me (:

we are awesome!

finally you have a new beginning,

where everyone is happy,

and you are too!

don't worry,

there's definitely someone out there who is the one.

i'm going to reply your email now.

LOVE YOU! (:

Blinded

2010-04-06T10:58:00.001+08:00

Sick again today.
But much better.
Hahah
Woman scolded me yesterday.
Don't worry woman, I'll make a good decision.
Just that I'll take a little longer okay(;
Cause these decisions can't be rushed.
And I don't mind falling.
You're trying to protect me.
But I appreciate it.
You'll always be The sister I never had and I'll always love you <3

Omg I heard so much happened yesterday with edna and Yunzhi.
Awwww I wanted to watchhhh.
Oh well.
EVERYONE told me about it.
Hahaha

I'mjustnotready.

Lies

2010-04-05T21:18:00.001+08:00

Sorry.
I didn't mean to lie.
I just didn't know what to say.
Forgive me.
I just hope you didn't notice.
Maybe you did.
Sorry.

Surprise

2010-04-05T10:12:00.001+08:00

Sickkkkk.
:(((
With the flu.
Feverrrrr.
I've been in bed like, since 7last night.
Oh sorry NEZ didn't see the email until just now.
I'll reply soon okay(:

This cold is killing me.

Under you wings

2010-04-05T10:08:00.001+08:00

Written on 4th april:

Sometimes you just puzzle me so much
Like why you are even doing this is a mystery in itself
All I want to do is just do what God wants me to do.
Is it really that diffiucult to do?
Idontneedyou.

Forgotten

2010-04-01T20:53:00.001+08:00

2.55pm:
We're in the bus now.
The taiwanese students are really cliquey.
Haaha I never expected them to be cliquey(:
Haha oh wells.
Omg they are sitting on the floor now.
I don't know whether I should tell them to get up...
Hahah.

Listening to "BABY" now with kezia.
Hahaha love it.
Nee and Charmaine are in front of us.
Sigh I don't know.

Going to 313 nowwww.
Hahah omg I accidentally wrote sommerset@313 instead of 313@sommerset on fb.
Nee's angry.
I'm done.

Throughitall,
Idontknowwhyanymore.
Noonecaresanyway.
We'rethrough.

Breakthrough

2010-03-30T23:12:00.001+08:00

Day two without my phone: sucky.
Can't SMS anyone at ALL.
But today was SNYO concert(;
Hahaha I guess we did okay.
We totally screwed up the last movement, even the bowings, so all of us were thinking, 'heck luh, just anyhow play!'
LOL.
Mr lim didn't seem angry at all.
Our first 3 movements were fine(:
Zhu en's really good.

Overall: concert wasn't perfect, but luckily not a disaster(:

Omg jecolia and julia and rachel are leaving!!!!
OMGGGG:((((
Today was their last concert.

I'm going to miss talking to julia about the crazy PMSing person(:
And I'll miss rachel's funny antics ahahha
And ESPECIALLY JECOLIA'S CRAZY PERSONALITY.
Hahaha sigh a lot of good people left this time:((((

Doing hw now :((((

take out the trashh

2010-03-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

i'm really tired today

don't know if i'm disappointed,

but i hope i'm not! (:

YO concert's on tuesday!

the plan's supposed to be:

1230leave school with stephhh.

1300reach my house and eat lunch and stufff.

1430leave house for esplanade!

1930concert.

hahah it'll be awesome.

we can just keep laughing about thursday.

i'm fascinated about it!!!!

yayyyyy! (:

ahhahahahahahhaha

okay i'm exhausted.

awkward.

2010-03-25T09:32:00.002+08:00

mrs lim didnt come today.
so we have 1 and 1/2 hours free! (:
get well soon mrs lim!!

i'm in the com lab now with charmaine lim and celia ang.
but we can't go into facebook!
BLOCKED.
urghhh.

INEZ!!!!!
omg you were like, MIA for 3 months!
you didn't tag my blog the last few months. at alll!
my blog was feeling lonely without you.. (:
I MISS YOU!!
hahah i want to go kayaking again.
it was funn!!!
and i want you to sleep over soon!
ahahaha maybe even we sleep over at yours!
you must tell me all the stuff that happened to you okay?

hahah she hasn't talked to me for like, FOREVER.
oh YO concert is in less than one week!
i got my concert attire already.
kelly didn't come last week!
she went korea! ahhaha(:
come back soon okay???
i need a standpartner!!! (:

charmaine and celia are playing this weird game. Fantastic age?
ahhahahha its so funny.
charmaine wanted to type in "shit"
but didnt cause she said that they'll bann her.
hahahha
i almost wanted to enter it in for her.
urgghhhh its so boring now.
i'm like smsing like what, 30-50 smses a day?
shit my prepaid's depleting,fast.
hahah and then i'll have to top up again!

i decided.

baggage.

2010-03-24T17:49:00.003+08:00

im in the bus now sitting next to celia ang.
i'm using janice lee's Phone to blog.
I find it fasciNating.
sorry to say, the learning journey was...okay only.
but we camwhored like crazy(:
Taking so many jump shots, really fun!
Claudia ruined one of our pictures!!
Urghhhhh.
Yunzhi looks really tired..

It;s a replay from the top

2010-03-19T21:43:00.001+08:00

Omg I can't believe you even had the guts to show up today.
If you didn't notice, I was rolling my eyes at you the whole time.
At first, I was making an effort to pretend that I was okay with you.
But after this, NO WAY.
our nonexistent friendship - GONE.
you're going down this time.
You ruined her special day.
You ruined my day too.
It's 2009 all over again, baby.
Have fun.

Haha I was just venting my anger on the world.
Loves!

Reconsider

2010-03-19T12:00:00.001+08:00

This was supposed to be posted yesterday...(:

I'm in the car now(:
Gonna eat dinner with stephh.
Guess how much my mum gave me for dinner.
$5.
That's pathetic.
I mean, sorry, if your mum gives you less than $10 to eat dinner, your life must be miserable...(:
Hahaha.

celia Ang Liying and Siow Ching came to my house today.
Hahha our parachute rocks ttm<3
hahaha it's the most....original(?) thing you've ever seen.
One of a kind. Totally.
Hahaha it's pretty much flimsy.
Seriously, you'll die using our parachute.
Hahaha Siow ching will upload photos.

glee

2010-03-14T17:17:00.002+08:00

i've been watching glee (:

ahhaha it's damn nice!!

if anyone actually bought the first season,

lend me (:

hahahahah.

i found another 'interesting-ish' show to watch.

more like american idol-ish.

"the sing-off".

hahaha they are FREAKING good.

like acapella good.

i want to go watch dear john!

like NOW.

believe it

2010-03-13T17:39:00.002+08:00

omg something weird happened to me today.

ahhahaha but i don't think it's true.

so oh wells.

hahaha

otherwise it would have been really AWKWARD and WEIRD.

steph ponned today.

urghhh.

i'll get even with you someday!

i talked to christine during break!

yay(:

kelly didn't come either!

hahaha but she has a valid excuse.

omg mr lim was serious about "audition".

jecolia and i just happened to come early,

and we saw mr lim come and walk in our direction.

i was thinking,

shit, no time to practice this week....

but he was nice.

he said "dont worry i just want to make sure you can play"

phew.

it was scary at first,

but later,

it totally wasn't scary(:

check this out!

he's scottish,

born in 1991.

18 now.

but his voice was AMAZINGLY scary.

this is him now,

even though his range isn't that great anymore,

but he can sing.

omg perfect intonation.

P.S I love you too

2010-03-12T13:01:00.001+08:00

Cross country today.
Charmaine was in the LTC group in charge of it.
So she was All over the place.

I decided to run AND walk.
Hahaha like, HALF of the class turned up only.
So yeah.
Charmaine leong and Neeee and many other people got towels: top 65 or something like that.
I ran/walked with Asha. Hahaha.
Unbelievable but true.
Hahaha you NEVER see us together.
Ever. Except today.

I'm working on Charmaine's present already.
Haha I got the idea once upon a time.

Today.
Was fun-nish.
Yay holidays finally(:

Learning to fall.

2010-03-11T22:26:00.001+08:00

The voice of truth
Tells me a different story
The voice of truth
Says do not be afraid
The voice of truth
Says this is for your glory
Out of all the voices calling out to me
I will chose to listen and believe
The voice of truth

- 'Voice Of Truth' chorus
Casting Crowns.

Love this song.
Today it was much easier
Didn't feel as much pain as before(:
I'm learning to fall
And trusting in His name(:
I know I can't make a total change,
But little by little,
Step by step,
I will.

Tomorrow's cross country.
Walk all the way~

Love you.

the end of the road.

2010-03-10T19:15:00.002+08:00

i decided to not care about anything anymore

and just let God help me with everything.

i realized that by me trying to make everything right,

i just made it worse.

its funny i'm still saying this after all that's happened.

but,

i'm still trusting God,

and i won't let go.

it's hard as hell,

but however difficult/painful it is,

i'm still following Him.

cause He's my only way out.

i'm taking your hand;

Jesus, lead the way.

today was funny.

especially the time in the classroom after school.

cause we were playing hangman on the board(:

i really wanted to take pictures,

but i couldn't find my phone.

strings games day today.

URGH i wanted to take pictures of celia and ly when they were doing forfeit,

but hahahah PREFECTS.

no phones :(((((

it was SO funny,

cause ly was SO dizzy after she spinned round and round.

mrs lau changed our seats.

good thing, bad thing...?

but i got my head straight.

sort of.

and i'm praying it'll turn out alright.

not in the mood to right a lot today.

just really really tired.

i liked the past better.

2010-03-09T18:58:00.004+08:00

i was just thinking about everything as usual,

and due to WXY's and clara ng's opinions,

they want more pictures.

hahahha

so, uh okay!

but first,

today was just usual?

miss sitting next to yunzhi.

ahahha not that sitting in front of charmaine is bad,

but i sort of miss the noise.

it's really different.

anyway,

tll was really funny.

yeah...

i still don't know what to do,

and for now,

i'm not doing anything at all.

ohwell :(

pictures!

credits to stacey teng and janice lee!

during my party!

thanks everyone(:

you were really great!

i miss you all!

i want to relive that moment(:

YOSHINOYA.

awesome.

obviously, we couldn't take pictures really well,

but,

who cares?!

we had a great time.

like i said,

i liked the past better.

it was so happy.

at the concert!

staceyteng's dresses are always damn nice.

esse, me and joanne!

it's great having you as friends(:

all i can do now is just wait for time to heal your wounds.

i'm sorry that i can't do anything to help you with it.

but i'm praying, praying,

that one day,

you'll smile again.

2010-03-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

today was hot.

omg i went from place. to place. to place.

from novena, to woodlands, to bedok, back to novena.

hot and hot and hot.

urghhhh.

woodlands to collect my wallet!!!

hahaha oh oh oh you know,

my perspective of people from china coming to work here has totally changed.

like just now,

the guy who picked up my wallet (mid 20s?)

was so freaking nice

didn't take a single thing from my wallet

my father wanted to give him some money to thank him

and he was like,

no need and stuff.

and he struck up a conversation with my father.

THANK YOU NICE CHINA PERSON (:

so.

my wallet's back!

but i have to make a new ezlink.

omcrap.

urghhhh.

cause i forgot to call the sbs people to tell them to reactivate my card again.

and btw,

the sbs lost and found hotline is so freaking difficult to get through.

don't try your luck.

it took me....forever to get connected.

oh wait.

i didn't get connected.

hahahah oh wells.

charmaine lim is online finally.

i think its the most number of days she's been online

consecutively.

and.

omf.

i'm so confused now.

nadene.

rebound.

2010-03-06T22:36:00.003+08:00

today was BUSY.

and something//someone made me so irritated today.

awesome.

URGH.

hahaha if you want to know must ask me(:

lol too bad i can't post it.

otherwise,

i'll totally start swearing like crazy.

kelly and i were...

fuming(:

yesterday went for childaid 'reunion'-ish thingy.

it was...interesting?

jia and jie went(:

so did hannah, ze and rachel and eunice and louise!~

okay,

photos!

3M2010!!

hahahah my class is SUCH an awesome class.

we're special!

ahahhaha you'll know if we're in class cause you can hear us from the staff room :X

childaid gathering!

hahaha MGSE 2009(:

jie, me, eunice, hannah, jia ying, louise, trish!

we miss you~

jie and i(:

ahahhahaa see the resemblance?

hahaha i'm taller than her cause of my heels.

she's in AC(:

hahahaha lets all go there.

fail.

omg ryan!

hahaha he's the deputy headprefect.

i'm so proud of him!

he's in YS so i get to see him every saturdayyyy yayyy.

i'm talking to charmaine again.

hahahaha we kept missing each other's calls.

awesome.

its super funny.

hahahaha but in the end,

she picked up and said,

"why you call so late? i'm going to sleep already!"

"OH. nevermind. bye."

"waitt. are you going to talk to me tomorrow?"

"hmmm....maybe. depends."

"huh"...

hahahhahah somehow,

i get a kick out of ignoring her

and she thinks ignoring me is fun too.

hahaha at least last time she thought so.

hahaha

i still remember last year she ignored me for fun.

hahahah i was like pretty annoyed.

so i decided to ignore her back

ahahha i have no idea how we got back to talking.

somehow i hate starting the conversation.

hahaha except for this time.

i finally found kelly on facebook.

i thought she didn't have!

2months ago, she told me she didn't have fb!

hahaha maybe i was hallucinating.

then today,

me:

"you should really get facebook."

kelly:

"huh?? i have facebook!"

"what. you told me you didn't have!"

"no..! i have had facebook for 2 years already!"

"OH. hmmm...i think i heard wrongly..."

"... hahaha..."

yeah it was so funny.

i have no idea how i could have heard wrongly,

but apparently i did.

she told me that she put her name as "kelly chang"

and that her picture had a balloon in it.

so just now i went to my fb,

and i typed in "kelly chang"

OMG.

you know there were over 500 kelly changs on fb.

crazyyy.

but still,

i knew if i didn't add her,

she'll forget to add me.

hahaha so i ploughed through all 500+ of kelly changs once,

but i think i missed hers.

so i went back to the beginning,

and started looking again.

i found hers in the number "241-250" range i think.

hahahha

but i found her!

hahaha i'm so happy(:

dear you,

i have more life than you.

too bad;

you can't deny it at all,

cause you know it's true.

you're pathetic.

telling others i have no life?

uhhh please get one yourself first.

cause now your life just consists of being a *

you're welcome.

the reason.

2010-03-04T16:38:00.001+08:00

today was okay i guess?

my handphone got confiscated.

aww.

and i'm like, living without one now.

omg right.

urghhh its going to be unbearable tonight.

:((((((

hahaha my mum wanted me to quit snyo

-.-

not in a million years.

i just freaking got in, and you want me to quit?

NO WAY.

hahahaha long story cut short,

she somehow agreed to give me one more term to improve my results.

hahhaa uhhhh and not fail anything.

which is, really impossible by now.

and i doubt one term is enough.

my wallet got stolen.

:(((((((

noooo.

i've been trying to call sbs bus, but they're like FOREVER not picking up.

they just divert my call to the voicemail.

i called 5 times already.

WOW AWESOME.

clara ngggg.

now you have to go WITH me to make a new ezlink card!

hahahahahha

charmainelim asked me just now,

if i was going to dao her today.

i said yes.

awesome.

hmmm.

i saw you just now.

when i saw the look on your face when you saw me,

i was shocked.

cause what is saw on your face,

wasn't what i saw a year ago.

i saw humility.

eternity.

2010-03-03T20:46:00.003+08:00

i found what janice lee said really useful.

like, seriously really inspiring.

i promise, that i'm back.

i hope?

but yeah.

it was so funny just now.

janicelee was so funny,

she was * for me(:

awwwwwww.

we were * together.

hahaha somehow that sounds wrong without the actual word..

i really owe everything to clara, stacey and janice.

really really.

clara:

for just making me laugh so much with your funny antics and all the stuff you do.

and the things you do for me,

seriously,

i never expected.

thank you dear.

ahahah i always wanted to be there for you,

and i hope i always was,

but i never thought that you'd be there for me.

hahaha in a good way.

stacey:

i really thank you for helping me.

like really really helping me with everything,

encouraging me to join.

ahahaha

that's really funny.

following me everywhere i go cause i asked for your help.

hahahahh thanks SO much.

you made me smile today(:

hahaha thats a really big thing.

ask steph.

hahaha

janice:

i really didn't think you'd tell me all that,

and i really appreciate that you did.

i never thought that conversation would have taken place at all.

hahahha oh yes,

this whole thing must have been planned by God.

really,

i wouldn't even talk to you about this if this didn't happen and,

like totally mess me up.

yes and i appreciate your advice(:

many things happen, but the most important thing is to trust in God,

and he will make your path straight.

love,

nadene.

wild.

2010-02-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

today:

went for hualanguage.

omg i owe her so much homework.

've been rushing and rushing and rushing it out.

but it;s not happening.

hahaha then laoshi told me that she can't open everything i sent her.

URGHHH.

hardwork wasted.

:(((

studying for chemistry now.

hmmm.

OMG my mum plans (secretly ) to confiscate my phone.

omgomgomg i'm going to be so dead.

oh crappp.

then i'll lose all methods of communication.

i;ll be cut off from the WORLD.

but there'll be no negotiation.

hahaha cause she won't allow me to anyway.

had YO today.

urghhhh everyone practices.

and not me!

haahaha so i like practiced for a while just now.

i felt satisfied and accomplished.

SORRY SHARONROSE, DIDN'T GO CHURCH TODAY.

CAUSE; THERE'S SOME FAMILY DINNER TONIGHT.

AND I COULDN'T SKIP IT.

Benefactor.

2010-02-23T21:22:00.001+08:00

REBECCA LOW PEI KEE SAVED MY LIFE TODAY.
and I'm very glad to have her as a friend(:

It's a really long story.
But I'm really indebted to her.
She turned around in the morning even though she was going to be late already.
For me.
OMG ILYYYY.
Ahaha.

Seriously,
I think there are so many people who won't do that for me.
Or maybe even if they do that for me,
They'll show black face the whole way.
Rebecca didn't do that at all.

Honestly, I totally don't regret being late today.
Rebecca low thank youuu.
You really made my day today.
Plus, I had a really good time talking to you throughout.

ilyyy.

Woke up late today.
Yay.
MEP was a killer.
Seriously.
Tomorrows social studies.
SBQ and SEQ.
DIE.

overprotective.

2010-02-21T21:07:00.002+08:00

tell me how old i am.

FIFTEEN.

and she's like not allowing me to go to icamp.

cause?

1. "four days is too long."

wtheck. it's a CAMP. that's the whole point.

2. "there are BOYS there."

firstly, that's ridicuous. there are guys EVERYWHERE.

are you going to prevent me from going tuition, church and even on the streets.

OMG unrealistic!

i was going crazy last night. they are such stupid reasons!

secondly, no one uses the word BOYS for fifteen year old guys.

wtheck. what do you think can happen at a CHURCH camp.

CHURCH CAMP.

you really think i'll actually get a boyfriend.

URGHHHHHH.

you're totally overprotective.

that's the truth.

anyway(:

omg embarassing.

RINAAAAA.

I WANT TO DIG HOLE NOWWWWWW.

NOWWWW.

i loveeee new song:

JUSTIN BIEBER-BABYYYY//

You know you love me
I know you care
And I would never, not be there
You are my love
You are my heart
And we would never, ever, ever be apart

Are we an item?
Girl quit playin'
We're just friends,
What are you sayin'
Take another look right in my eyes
My first love, touch my heart for the first time

And now I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine

For you, I would have done whatever
And ya stick it with me when we're together
And I'm gonn' play it cool
While I'm losin you
I'll buy you anything
I'll buy you any ring
Cause I'm in pieces
Baby fix me
Come see if you wake me from this bad dream*
I'm goin down, down, down

Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby ohh
I thought you'd always be mine

You can give me all of your love
Once a time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come
Now I'm all gone
You can give me all of your love
Once a time it wont be enough
Nobody told me this day would come

I wa- I was like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I'm like
Baby, baby, baby noo
I thought you'd always be mine (mine)

Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Yeahh, yeah, yeah
Now I'm all gone, gone, gone, gone
I'm gonee

loves~!

nadene.

overdue.

2010-02-19T23:59:00.003+08:00

hey

long overdue photos coming up~~~

hahahah i went out with Clara ng that day.

and we took photos.

hahaha is this interesting enough, clara ng?

gtg study.

loves~

nadene

Smile.

2010-02-18T22:17:00.001+08:00

The ending for bu liang xiao hua is too disappointing.
I just don't get it!!
They didn't show them actually getting married and stuff.
Then they showed the angel thingy.
Wth!!
Haha I'm really disappointed with the ending.

Oh wells.
I haven't posted in a while.
TDD is over, CNY's also over.
Common tests up next.
Damn.

Even though the recent tests I did okay,
But now I can't even do the a math worksheet at all!
I'm so dead.

addiction.

2010-02-12T23:09:00.002+08:00

now 'm addicted to watching taiwanese dramas again.

repeat of primary 6.

just that my results dont suck as badly as they did in primary 6 (:

i'm watching bu liang xiao hua now.

damn funny.

i know its damn late.

ahahha its been out forever.

but i;m watching it now.

i'm at episode 7(:

finally.

awesomee.

i aim to finish it by common test week.

if i can finish before that, it'll be even better.

kay i'mgonna continue watching

nadene

blah blah blah.

2010-02-08T18:44:00.003+08:00

omg kesha's songs are damn nice.

BLAH BLAH BLAHHHH:

Ba-da-da-da-ba-da blah, blah
Coming out your mouth with your blah blah blah
Just zip your lips like a padlock
And meet me at the back with the jack and the jukebox
I don't really care where you live at
Just turn around boy and let me hit that
Don't be a little bitch with your chit chat
Just show me where your dick's at

Music's up
Listen hot stuff
I'm in love
With this song
So just hush
Baby shut up
Heard enough

Stop ta-ta-talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

Boy come on get your rocks off
Come put a little love in my glove box
I wanna dance with no pants on
Meet me in the back with the jack and the jukebox
So cut to the chase kid
'Cause I know you don't care what my middle name is
I wanna be naked
But your wasted

Music's up
Listen hot stuff
I'm in love
With this song
So just hush
Baby shut up
Heard enough

Stop ta-ta-talking that
Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

(3oh! 3)
You be delayin'
You always saying some shit
You say I'm playin'
I'm never layin'
Sayin' "Blah, Blah, Blah."
'Cause I don't care who you are
In this bar,
It only matters who I is

Stop ta-ta-talking that Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my

Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

Blah blah blah
Think you'll be getting this
Nah nah nah
Not in the back of my
Car-ar-ar
If you keep talking that
Blah blah blah blah blah

yepp

KESHA feat. 30!3

today was an average day i guess?

damn bored.

hahaha guess what?

i'm addicted to watching dramas again.

just like in primary 6./

gosh my results are so gonna die.

watching bu liang xiao hua!

hahahha i can't bear to watch jiu xiang lai zhe ni!

cos i want to watch slowly.

on saturday.

otherwise i'll keep thinking of JERRY YANNN.

hahahahah

okay i'm watching now!

loves.

tik tok.

2010-02-02T21:29:00.003+08:00

rina asked me to post a photo of my room:

HEYYO BABE LOOK AT THIS FREAKKING MESS.

CHEER UP, WE'LL PULL THROUGH EVERYTHING!

LOVES!

Wake up in the morning feeling like P Diddy
(Hey, what up girl?)
Grab my glasses, I'm out the door, I'm gonna hit this city
(Lets go)
Before I leave, brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack
'Cause when I leave for the night, I ain't coming back

I'm talking pedicure on our toes, toes
Trying on all our clothes, clothes
Boys blowing up our phones, phones
Drop-topping, playing our favorite CDs
Pulling up to the parties
Trying to get a little bit tipsy

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Ain't got a care in world, but got plenty of beer
Ain't got no money in my pocket, but I'm already here
And now, the dudes are lining up cause they hear we got swagger
But we kick em to the curb unless they look like Mick Jagger

I'm talking about everybody getting crunk, crunk
Boys tryin' to touch my junk, junk
Gonna smack him if he getting too drunk, drunk

Now, now, we go until they kick us out, out
Or the police shut us down, down
Police shut us down, down
Po-po shut us

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
You got me now
You got that sound
Yeah, you got me

DJ, you build me up
You break me down
My heart, it pounds
Yeah, you got me

With my hands up
Put your hands up
Put your hands up

Now, the party don't start 'til I walk in

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

Don't stop, make it pop
DJ, blow my speakers up
Tonight, I'mma fight
'Til we see the sunlight
Tick tock on the clock
But the party don't stop, no

hahaha my new favourite song!

yayy.

omg i;m addicted to it.

BAAHAHA

ITS THE DOG! ITS BACK TO IT AGAIN.

Talking about people PUBLICLY.

curfewww. AHAHHA OH PURPOSE.

HAHAH Pity the person whoever its talking to.

anyway,

i'm acting.

hahaah surprised?

so am i.

haahaha okay that's all i'll post today.

its really short i know.

've got so much to post about,

but too bad i'm lazyyy.

hahahah

night!

all i wanted.

2010-01-31T05:14:00.002+08:00

i'm freaking tired.

after the stupid opera,

i came home to do the LTC publicity thingy.

just finished.

waiting for it to load on the com.

omg i've never wanted to sleep this badly.

hahaha this is good training for the future,

when i need to stay up to study.

YAY.

okay,

the files finally loaded.

i'm so freaking tired.

goodnight!

love

nadene.

jump off the railings.

2010-01-29T23:28:00.000+08:00

look away.

2010-01-24T13:30:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna be fifteen (:

hahahah so cooool.

i'll be the only fifteen one in 3M for like,

until the next birthday, which is in feb(:

hahaha i think it's damn cool.

haven't really been in touch with anyone at all,

just lazing around the house by myself.

and i was wondering how come annie found my blog,

but i realized i put it on my fb profile page.

today's sunday!

and i'm at home.

YUNZHI PASSED THROAT INFECTION TO ME.

:O!!!

urghhhh i can speak properly.

its like, i'm losing my voice again!

2nd time in 2 weeks!

i'd really rather not.

2010-01-24T00:53:00.002+08:00

remember i said i was going back for cell group?

turns out it was a surprise thingy for me.

with aunty meina and abigil and othilia.

hahahaha

i like them!

they got me red and pink balloons!

and a necklace:D

ahahhaha guitarrr.

love it.

hahahaha it was reallly cool.

totally unexpected.

totally.

awww thanks guys, love you!!!!!

forever 21!!!

oh and audrey gave me a present too!

hahaha ive been wearing it the whole day!

ahahahha(:

talking to celia ang now.

i dont believe she's still awake!!!

hahaha okay,

monday's coming!

loves.

as sweet as honey.

2010-01-22T17:23:00.003+08:00

third week.

finally, it has come to an endd.

finally.

yunzhi lost her voice(or, is going to lose her voice)

clara ng thinks that she's going to be sick. (it is so psychological)

everyone's getting illlll.

eeeyerrr.

hahaha luckily i am like done with the flu and throat infection already.

yay!

and again, the cycle repeats itself,

i'm yet again involved in another crazy hate thingy.

hahahaha

surprised? not really.

if she sucks up to everyone, i can't say i'm sorry for not liking her.

hah seriously, get a life?

everyone can feel/realize it luh!

so no need the emphasis on the despo-ness.

OHH OHH NOTE:

sharonrose tan is my honeyyy(:

hahahaha cos just now i called deborah "Mummy" (as usual)

and she was like,

"why am i not in your family?!?!"

"..uhhh i dont know?"

"i want to be in your family!"

"..hahaha okay...what you want to be?"

"i want to be your wife!"

hahahahaha OMG DAMN FUNNY.

so i call her HONEYYY now.

what?!?

hahahah and she was like testing my response..

"HONEY!"

"....UHH..YES??"

hahaha oh,

went to Jurongeast MRT station with clara just now.

omg jurongeast you know!

so freaking far away from my house.

uhhhhh blame me for being a sucker for clara's pleading.

"...PLEASE LUHHHHHHH....PLEASE???? PLEASE/////"

so i agreed.

carrying a crazy load of books, which i am supposed to, but obviously not going to..

study.

so off we went in the stupid bus that took so long to come.

66. only one bus. to the bus interchange.

guess what she needed to go there for?

typical clara, HAHAHA she lost her ez-link card.

guess where??

at the freaking bus stop.

and so we stopped at macs to eat.

then we waited for ages for the bus again.

reached the interchange at about 3pm.

finished the whole process of making the card at about 3.20//.

then i realized i could take the red line.

then i realized i had to take likke, a millllllion stops to get home.

omg 50 minutes of the mrt.

by myself.

i was going crazyyy.

hahahahha aiya but i forgive you, clara ng (:

awesome.

rest of the story is a bit sensitive, so ask me yourself!

hahaha

okay, going for cell group tonight.

old times, old times.

loves!

wakeup call.

2010-01-16T23:52:00.002+08:00

birthday's coming in one week!

(*huge hint hint*)

hahahaha i just hope that everything will be okay.

talking to MICH now.

she's giving me counselling!

hahaha for low self esteem hahahaha.

like thats ever gonna happen.

talked to stacey, jireh, and rina today.

saw everyone in church!

hahaha i wish MAK JIAYING is in my class...:(

not that Yunzhi is not fun,

but that yunzhi + mak jiaying = total distress for edna mode

school would be so much more fun.

but sadly, mrs lau would just go crazy

homework and more homework.

learning lab homework.

hua language homework.

cello 3 times a week, each time 1 1/2 hours. minimum.

practice YO pieces.

prepare for CT's, when they actually come..

urghhhh gosh busyyy.

i just realized there's not even time to celebrate my birthday lor!

hahah so...

strings..bye bye!

HAHAH THAT SHOULD BE FUN.

OKAY, DECIDED.

shit.

damn.

i made mich sad again.

oh crap shit.

dont know what to do anymore.

its like we're coming to the end of the road.

God, strengthen her faith.

please.

i cant lose anyone anymore.

even if its not for her,

please do it for me.

-end.

mirror image.

2010-01-15T16:15:00.002+08:00

had an okay day today...

nothing much.

oh oh oh omgomgomg Yunzhi broke her tooth.

i mean literally broke into half.

hahahah guess who's fault again?

yes, for the second time in her life, its hello panda's fault.

hahaha she came to school during recess,

and started showing everyone her "half-tooth".

like,

"see my tooth!" (shows this thing to everyone. brings it especially close to Janice, who, obviously freaks out and screams.)

i told her i wanted to see the tooth in her mouth.

"hahaha okay." (opens WIDE. i mean, WIDE.)

seriously, it was....interesting?

hahah

and she didn't close her mouth when i finished looking.

she probably didnt realize i already looked.

hahah until charmaine said,

"yunzhi! no one is looking at your teeth already la! close your mouth!"

or something similar to that.

i cant remember exactly, okay??

i'm still having flu.

and i had nosebleed during MEP.

hahaha during ms tsien's class.

awesome.

she kept scolding celia, ly, jan and i for talking too much.

ahahaha even when i didnt talk.

hahah nevermind.

then celia ang, who is, once again, sitting next to me,

said something...very............uhhh....

funny.

but its not really nice to put it on a blog, where every one can see.

hahahaha you can ask me personally if you want to.

i'll tell you.

dammn funny okay.

esse, xinyi and i were walking to school bus stop (across the overhead bridge)

we saw this cute white car at the road leading to Siyue's house, next to esso.

esse and xinyi were just talking. and talking. and talking.

then i saw this figure moving inside the car.

like,

(turns and stares.)

(bev, who was in the car, FRANTICALLY waving.)

omg damn funny.

she was so cute.

hahaha that hair totally suits her.

BANGGGS.

then i told esse and xinyi.

ahahaha even when bev's car was moving already, past us,

she was still waving.

hahaha as if she was so glad to see us.

awww.

yep longest post in a LONG time.

writing something now.

loves.

i wanna fly.

2010-01-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

doing math now.

so boredddd!

omgomgomg i need to watch american idol.

its hilarious.

simultaneous equations.

why do we even need to learn...?

shit i still have MEP to complete.

damn damn damn feeling so sick.

i dont want to go to school,

but i know i have to.

hahaha i sound nerdddd.

dont worry,

i'm so not a nerd (:

far from it.

i hate homework.

MICHHHHHHH(notice the caps...)didnt go sentosa today.

she went shopping instead.

awwwwww.

i want to go sentosa!

hahahah lets go there for my birthday!!!! :D

oh wells.

back to mathhh. and MEP.

hooray.

loves(:

an open heart.

2010-01-14T16:10:00.003+08:00

all alone at home again.

nothing to do except for homework.

again.

i am so tired.

thanks to this stupid flu of mine, american idol, amath, farenheit 451 and the computer.

back then, when computers were ever so fascinating to me, (because of my mother),

i would have been thrilled for this...opportunity.

gosh now i am like..so bored of the computer./

haha probably because no one's online.

i mean, janice is,

but she's quite DAO online.

hahah like she'll reply one sentence and stop.

this flu is totally messing with my mood.

ever since i got it,

i've been....totally emotionally unstable.

great.

i'm like sniffing the whole freaking day.

eeeeeee.

yesterday was the first practice with Mr OH.

he's okay i guess...?

we're just not really used to him/his style.

i was like hyperventilating when he said it was supposed to be solo.

freak out.

hahah what's worse,

i kept swearing in front of him,

and he was like, "i'll pretend i didn't hear that.."

omggg.

i was like,

shit. i didnt know i swear that much.

so much for making a good impression.

and that day i said something not-so-ladylike.

ahhaha in front of lauren.

and i was like,

crap. did you just hear that?

she said,

uhhh...i saw you mouth it..?

but dont worry, my cousins say it all the time.

....

hmmm.

anyway,

going to sleep now.

i'm exhausted.

2010-01-11T21:17:00.002+08:00

today was...

normal, i guess?

liying didn't come today.

but hahaha omg lao shi was damn funny.

i forgot to even BUY my chinese textbook.

and yunzhi and i were just talking throughout the whole lesson.

gosh dammn funny.

o's results are out.

i'm proud of you babe :D

hahahaha remember what i said okay?

YOU ROCKKKK!<3

jie did okay(:

anna scored damn high, okay?

wl.

she's a genius.

bitch back.

2010-01-10T11:40:00.003+08:00

today is boring.

nothing much to do,

since everyone went to church.

hahaha so i am just sitting in the living room doing Social Interview -.-

awesome.

its boring now.

seriously, the only thing to do now is either go to the gym or study.

hahaha study i definitely do not want to do.

looking through friends' photos now.

ahahha stalking.

i dont believe you've changed so much.

even i have noticed it.

that's how significant it is.

i love you, and that's why i'm saying this.

bye (:

i fall when i try.

2010-01-09T23:02:00.003+08:00

so busy today.

luckily cello lesson was last night, not this morning.

so my early morning was freed so i can sleep.

later, i went to chinese tuition at united square.

it was totally the most fun lesson ever.

hahahha sorry laoshi, was multi-tasking just now.

omg audrey and i were talking about fascinating things..people.

haha and i still can;t believe her friend did that.

unbelieveable.

ate lunch like super early, before i went for tuition actually.

clara called me, but i had left my phone at home.

and my mum checked it.

but i've been a good, guai girl.

so she left it there.

yay.

went for YO after that.

hahahaha i made a friend.

(smile.) kelly.

she's like, my sister's age.

and omg omg omg her cello is like damn good.

her sound rocks ttm.

she has been playing for like, 4 years

on-and-off.

whoa.

we played the last movement.

now that, was officially awesome.

it was like, so fast.

if you look from the front, it would have looked like everyone was playing.

if you looked from the back...

..."

you would only have seen the first 3 stands playing.

the other stands were just faking..

hahah which is what an mgcellist totally learns to do when she joins mgse.

..so i put my "training" to good use...

but there was no space for kelly and i to sit.

so we had to sit in like, an open space.

seriously, worst place to put us in.

mrs wong asked us to sit there.

hahaha she;s damn funny.

wrong place? totally.

mr lim could just see us. it was so obvious.

but luckily, (*phew*)

i was sitting inner and kelly was sitting outer.

ahahaha i know very mean, but that was mrs wong's sitting arrangement!

lol not my fault.

there was a briefing with snacks before that.

ahaha the briefing was....interesting.

hahahahaha too bad.

i sat with steph behind grace and her friend.

went to church immediately after that.

i was like, on time.

wow.

worship was really really really awesome.

as usual.

but heh wasn't really listening for sermon.

sorry God.

i was busy thinking. and talking.

yep i know its wrong.

sorry sorry sorry.

nothing much luh≥

omgomgomg our cell expanded!

like, a million times(:

there are about 6 new people.

so i went up to (most of) them and said,

hello.

i gained a new best friend today.
her name is gracia.
awesome.

i missed so much in cell.
so much so much.
that i'm starting to regret.
:(
it's just sad.
yep.
nights.

back to basics.

2009-12-30T23:40:00.002+08:00

i've been worried-ish.

after past experiences,

even though i know it's not likely to happen,

i'm really scared.

not taking calls//smses,

not posting on facebook.

unlike her.

i know this is so unnecessary.

but i don't want the same thing to happen a second time.

but i know it wont.

it wont.

guess who i saw yesterday?

hahahaha so ironical.

clara finally called.

we talked for like almost an hour.

then my mum came back.

she's been watching tv so much,

its difficult to talk to her,

hence the delay of the 1h conversation.

havent talked to anyone, really.

just steph, carolyn, charmaine...

occasionally jia and jie.

and i start thinking...

when the hell am i gonna start talking (like really talking talking and being really good friends) to someone actually my age??

its funny...

steph and caro are sec 3.

charmaine...i dont really talk that much, just recently random conv.

jia and jie are sec 4.

ahhahaha havent talked to ly, janice, celia, and stacey for ages..

i suck right. <3

photocopying my cello scores now.

from zhao lao shi.

i totally lost my whole file.

hahahaha i have NO idea, as usual, how that happened.

it just did, i guess.

well, my toenails are blue (:

hahaha matched the colours of my heels yesterday.

did i mention how stupid it was yesterday?!

i had to run to the somerset mrt station yesterday.

which i totally didnt know where i was running to.

i was already running late after taking neoprints.

so i ran into some random shopping centre and couldnt find the way out for like 5 minutes.

bear in mind, i was in heels.

so i ran and ran,

and asked the hotel concierge where the orchard mrt station was.

hahahha and after walking like FOREVER,

i reached the station.

and was late for half an hour for my math learning lab class

yay.

and they were already halfway through the freaking lesson. on modulars.

almost everyone understood everything.

except for me.

ohwells.

oh oh oh and btw, my aunt, who is in her 40s, and my cousin, who is primary 4, has no idea what neoprints are. gosh.....

and they have NEVER taken neoprints.

so much for being in the tech century...someone needs a wake up call...

anyway,

today was pretty normal,

watched black water with my father.

whoa.

that film is freaking shocking.

goshh..gory ttm. sort of..

cello at 9 in the morning tomorrow....gtg sleep soon..

yeah.

so thats all.

and please update me with your numbers, people.

because i dont have them. at all..

thanks <3

nadene.

heal my heart.

2009-12-30T09:55:00.002+08:00

cello outing yesterday!

hahaha new moon....uhhh.....not so good.

taking neoprints were damn fantastic!

i dont believe time has passed so fast already.

in another few days we have to go to school again.

2+ months of holidays wasted.

oh trish was asked if she wants to go into modelling.

hahaha and then claire said that if she fails her o's,

she shall go into modelling.

but she cant, right?

she's my twin!

it hurts me so much to see you hurting.

and to think that i thought you got over it already.

i realized through it all, i didn't do anything for you at all.

you had to revert back to the past.

it pains me.

anyway,

i gtg call clara.

loves<3

pick up the pieces.

2009-12-24T14:04:00.002+08:00

today is christmas eve (:
loves (:
hahahaha gonna meet othilia and abigil today.
having christmas dinner.

toobad the item on the very top of my wishlist can never be fufilled,
or replaced.

i'll post tomorrow.
happy christmas eve, everyone(:

a clean break.

2009-12-23T12:08:00.002+08:00

back(:

hahaha it has been such a hectic//fun week.

Childaid was like SUPER awesome.

now that its over,

my holidays suck.

and i'm missing Childaid TTM.

i'm like sneaking onto the com at every opportunity i get.

desperate much? ahahah i guess so.

the totally most embarrasing thing in my life happened to me at childaid

hahahah and i'm still waiting to take revenge.

lol jkjk.

but seriously, omg i wanted to dig a freaking hole in the ground.

i got sunglasses. a new pair.

from forever21.

white. again.

went out with othilia and abigil yesterday.

but my mum didnt drive.

i was like really tired after cello in the morning,

and 2 LL tutorials for math.

and she asks me to walk.

yay.

and so othilia, regine and i went shopping.

at vivo. (brings back memories of childaid...sob.)

and i found this freaking nice shirt at forever21.

striped blue and white.

and it was only 23 bucks.

i asked my sis to call my mum to come over to look (hahaha and buy for me)

but she delayed and delayed.

so inthe end didnt buy because the store closed -.-

december 22, 2009
--------------------------------------------------------------------

today is christmas eve.
i miss you.
i'm sure i'm not the only one.
but youre special to me (:
flip through the memory book...and i find that our memories were limited.
that there was not enough pictures of me and you,
not enough places that we've been together.
i dont want, or dare to ask why anymore.
not because i want to forget,
not because its unimportant,
but because i dont need to know
and i want to remember it like this forever.

i had a dream that night.
you were so happy.
so...bright, it hurts me to remember.
but after all these days,
i realized that the pain can never be removed,
and neither can you.
iloveyou.

december 24 2009, 2.03pm.
-----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

revitalize.

2009-12-14T00:03:00.002+08:00

today was pretty...cool..?

i woke up at like...10.

and just sat around doing nothing..until about 11.

then we went to my dear cousin's birthday celebration.

hahahahah he's turning 2!

omg he's just so cute.

we bought for him some "Thomas" tent-like thingy.

he loves it.

went home after that.

i seriously wanted to run, so badly.

but there was someone there already -.-

and as i was leaving, yet another person came to use the treadmill.

so i was like...forget it.

oh and did i mention that the gym has only one treadmill?

-.-, i know.

super anti-climax.

then at like 5.30, my mum, dad, sister, grandfather, grandmother and i went to the novena restaurant place to eat dinner.

my sister was damn mean to me.

i told her to eat more, obviously, because she's ever-so-unfatteningly-skinny.

and she was like,

"i dont want to be fat like you!" wtf i was seriously pissed off.

so i ignored her for the next few hours,

until about 8.

hahahah yes childish i know,

but oh-so-very important to me!

later we met with my aunt, uncle, uncle's father, uncle's mother, kaile and kaiwei.

we went to Bartley Christian Church to watch the musical-ly thingy..

wow, man, it was powerful.

ahahhaa.

even my grandfather was kind of touched.

it's whoa-able.

he thinks the guy and his wife can sing very well

i think so too.

so we bought him the guy's cd for christmas.

hopefully he'll learn to trust in God too(:

then that'll be the perfect beginning to a fantastic year (:

childaid tomorrow.

it should be fun (:

crap gotta cut my nails.

i'm gonna wake up at like 7 to run tomorrow! (:

nights (:

nadene

wonder.

2009-12-12T23:47:00.002+08:00

let things go by themselves.

i bet God has it planned out already.

it was just supposed to be a lesson to me,

and to make everything right again.

well, it has, and i just wish you all the best (:

anyway,

today we had childaid <3

okay, its turning out to be quite fun (:

jie came today!!!!

happy happy.

i've been counting.

haahhaha just let this thing go.

no one cares anyway (:

annie came today too(:

so it turns out,

that no one talks to me in YO because i don't smile.

hah...hmmm.

what, am i supposed to go up to everyone and SMILE :D

hahahhaa okay that'll be just weird and scary.

ahhah my mum and Ethrisha thinks that they'll think i'm friendly.

hmmm...WAIT.

my mum and ethrisha have the same thinking...(*shudders*) creepy.

hahaha but at least you'll have nice children in the future dear (:

oh and yes, one big smiley :D

hahaha so does everyone think i'm friendly now?? ...no, just weird.

anyway,

went for service after childaid.

ahhhh next week has potluck and i cant go again.

surprising? no.

ahahaha but surprisingly, its not because my mum doesnt allow me to go.

it just so happens that one of the childaid performances fall on one of those days.

sigh.

ohwells, just miss another cell thing.

hahahah nothing much compared to the rest of the church//cell stuff i've missed.

went for dinner later with Amadea, Amos, Mayyin and other people.

Jac had debrief.

but too bad her debrief was so long

and then she went to the toilet,

so she totally missed me.

awww too bad (:

ate fried kway teow...again.

hahah this is so not going well with the whole losing weight thing.

i've been running and running and running.

hahahahhaa eh not bad lost 3 kg liao.

yep dinner was nice (:

hahaha i was a bit da dan,

ask amos to treat me drink.

hah he really treated me!

but being the nice and gracious person i normally am,

i returned him the money.

lol because i found more money in my wallet (:

gosh i spent 50 bucks liao.

need to save up during school terms,

ahahha so i can go on shopping sprees!!! <3

love

nadene.

pain.

2009-12-11T23:11:00.002+08:00

hey

sorry for not posting...not that it actually makes a difference...since like no one comes here anyway.

went kayaking with inez uncle anthony cara sara daniel kevin...oh yes and regine (:

i think the problem is like TOTALLY gone now...

its just gone in the TOTALLY opposite direction.

i think thats a good thing...right??

shit. right back where i started at secondary one..

damn...anyway,

i've decided to revive this blog, again.

lol not that anyone except a few would read it,

but who cares anyway right?!

hahaha i decided that if this time its awkward,

i'm gonna give up anyway.

i really had a great time with inez and cara (:

school is a different thing though.

hahaha my future is uncertain.

wth my clique doesnt even talk to me now. ahhahaah okay its my fault cos i dont pick up.

and CLARA NG is just busy watching her stupid tv.

ahhahah so i think i'll just have to wait for her tv to crash and burn (:

then she'll finally find the time for me.

anyway,

my mum brought us to watch "an education"...

no comment.

..."

and she started scolding for no reason when she asked what we learnt from the movie and my sis said.. "nothing..."

urghhh.

the cycle repeats itself.

hahaha the story of my life.

she's just so...strict, yeah?

its kind of difficult to even...breathe.

i BET she cant go one day without scolding me at all.

uhhuh..hasnt happened since i was...okay, it NEVER happened before.

not even on my birthday.

ahahahha ohwells.

HEY CHAR. SORRY YOU'LL HAVE TO BE AT THE BOTTOM OF THE POST...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!

LOVE YOU.

nadene.

heartbroken.

2009-12-03T03:48:00.002+08:00

hello <3

i am with Stacey Teng right now.

she is looking at the screen now.

okay and we are damn bored.

we went shopping just now :D

ahahah but tomorrow is THE big day.

sushi <3

stuff yourself~

and i HAVE to watch New Moon.

like tomorrow.

hahaha sorry stacey youll have to watch it 2ce (:

love you!

nadene

darkness.

2009-11-09T00:42:00.002+08:00

hey

as some of you might know,

i have been struggling through some stuff.

anyway,

yesterday i went to church

and there was an altar call

for like people who want to ask God for forgiveness and stuff like that.

yep i went and lots of stuff happened.

i mean, i cant guarantee that my problem is solved,

but i trust that He will help me and show me the RIGHT way.

like He has. always.

haha Amos dont worry just pray.

omg it was freaking funny yesterday

i was telling jac about it and asking her to pray

and then Amos was like practically pleading with jac to tell him what i was telling her

and so i typed to him to just help me pray and ask God to help me "to get closer to him"

the lamest thing happened.

instead of asking why, or saying okay,

he said..."who is 'he'??"

hahahaha omg damn funny

then i gave the most 'diao' look i could and i was like..."God" -.-''

yep yep

God had a verse and a vision for me.

thank You for showing me the way

love you too.

anyway,

i'm going to East Coast with chooliying woman and celia ang tomorrow.

i wanna take neoprints!!!!

hahahaha

oh yes,

charmainelim i heard you are sick!!

get well soon okay!!!

then i can beat you sommore~

really,

life's full of God's lessons for us.

it just depends if we rather learn from them or not.

and i guess in my case,

i want to and i have.

i love you God<3

oh yes and jac

you must be happy!

God willl help you overcome this...feeling.

it will not be easy,

rather, itll be real difficult,

but i believe through the strength that He gives you,

nothing will be standing in your way'

love you!

oh yes stacey teng refer to my lj.

love you all!

nadene.

coming back.

2009-11-04T22:43:00.002+08:00

hey

sorry i know i havent been posting at ALL.

but i've been like SUPER BUSY.

i know you all have been too.

so i'll just make this short.

and sweet.

LTC was better than ROCs.

i have to admit.

omg right?

sad.

anyway,

i just gave up trying to save myself.

eh but you have to Jia You okay??

love you all!!

love

nadene

trying. hard.

2009-10-03T00:19:00.003+08:00

hey

sorry for not posting.

damn..

we shouldn't even have started talking about it.

it shouldn't have been told.

it shouldn't have been said.

but it's too late to take it back...

run!!!

cos i'm coming...

BOO.

sighh.

that's how i feel now.

oh wells.

i'm glad you understand

i hope...

and i hope its existence won't change anything

i want everything to be the same.

like before (:

but i know after everyone knows, it's just gonna change everything i guess?

right Choo LY ?! (:

aiya i really don't care anymore.

okay i do.

but since there's nothing i can do about it...

sigh.

i just try, okay?

love

nadene

rejection, the cause.

2009-10-03T00:15:00.004+08:00

i don't know.

maybe it's jealousy?

i really really don't know.

and i don't want to know.

but nothing's working now.

just empty empty space...

i'm so screwed.

it's the monster coming back.

again.

shit.

too late.

i really don't know what to do.

and how to handle everything.

i guess time will heal itself.

but will it even heal me?

i'm just screwed.

in trouble.

ughhh.

hate this part...

sorry sorry

2009-09-26T23:53:00.001+08:00

i'm really sorry for not posting these few days,

i'll try to continue soon,

cos i'm busy writing on lj,

"nadenelaw.lj.com"

but it's on friend lock, so TOO BAD!

hahahaha

yep i gtg study now!

love

nadene

STACEY! PART ONE.

2009-09-26T00:04:00.002+08:00

STACEY TENG!!

this post is all about you since you posted about me :D

hahah thats us in the background!

hahaha let our hair FLY!

unglammm!

no. 2!!!<3

different numbers !!!???

still different!!!

hahaha :D

WE'RE NUMBER ONEEE!

ME AND STACEY!

STACEY AND I!

STACEY IS FINALLY TALLER THAN ME!! :D

HAHAHA

NICE PICTURE :D

LOVE YOU! :D HAHAHA

FYI STACEY'S WEARING HEELS.

NOT COUNTED!

i'll continue tmr too...

i gtg study//sleep!

love

nadene

rebound.

2009-09-23T18:27:00.002+08:00

hey

you need to know how to relax, yeah?

thinking all those stuff wont make the pain any better.

since you've already _ , you should forget about it.

put it past you.

it's become a distant memory.

no more dwelling on it, yep?

the source of pain isn't there anymore.

you've just gotta learn how to stand up.

love ya (:

anyway

that wasn't emo, okay?

not even referring to me!

i'm exhausted. seriously exhausted.

assembly was super fun today

cos we weren't listening!!

oh wells.

gtg call jac now.

ttyl

love

nadene

overloaded.

2009-09-21T00:33:00.002+08:00

hey

i have been studying like CRAZY.

but accomplishing little.

sigh.

distractions, distractions, distractions.

i'm really looking forward to ROCs now.

i've decided to tell them.

LY keeps asking me (:

and i dont believe you told her.

hahaha but i'm totally not angry.

i was like.. "HUH?!" but now i am laughing about it.

seriously dont have to apologise!

i had a great time talking to LY on the phone...as usual.

we have too many things to talk about.

i bet we could go on for hours luh.

it was really fun.

haha if possible, i would do it again tomorrow.

yeah.

oh and you remember for a period of time i had a Nike waterbottle...transparent one, really huge..

but i lost it during string camp?

...

hah i bought a new one.

green colour.

i still remember i was talking with Gera and she said that she wanted the green one.

LOL.

too bad, i'm not trading!!!

...anti-climax right?

i dont know why, but i just keep using the words:

"what the hell is wrong with you"

and

"...anti-climax..."

hahaha

new word of the day!

i really gtg study now, even though its like 1.20am?

haha i seriously work better at night.

Happy Hari Raya (:

Love

Nadene

viewership.

2009-09-18T22:31:00.003+08:00

sorry for the really random post just now.

i was afraid someone would come out and ban me from the com.

anyway.

learning lab was normal...

the people were talking..and i was...working.

hah call me anti-social or what...?

clara told me

hahaha i warned you, clara ng!!

dont say i didn't (:

it's our secret.

hahahaha the stupid pinky promise thingy.

not much of a secret though...

oh well.

we were talking about piercing ears,

and then i asked if i should pierce too.

Li ying said she told me to long time ago.

hmm.. why can't i remember that..?

then she said if my mum said yes, she'll sponsor my ear piercing.

not the expensive kind, but not the $5 kind either.

hahahaha.

the not-so-expensive-not-five-dollar kind.

i am so freaking excited for ROCs.

hmmm. now i'm apparently bunking with charmaine..

and then we're transfering to jan and LY and Celia's room.

hahah and omg its freaking cheap.

i so didn't expect the school to subsidize at all.

its like practically more than 1/2 the cost.

okay now the emo part..

i totally regret not going.

i'm just drifting.

away.

far.

away.

i try to become like before.

but it's just too hard.

i know it's in His hands to save me.

from this bottomless pit.

save me..

oh yeah it's Rachel's farewell Party this saturday :(

and i cant go.

only for half.

like cos from 2-3.30 i have cello lesson.

totallly bad timing...

oh well then.

i think i'll get her something.

i hope.

cos i always end up getting nothing.

sighhh.

oh stacey teng!!!

you have to come to church with ME this time.

hee(:

my cell is fun-ner (:

come please?

love

nadene

consideration.

2009-09-18T22:01:00.002+08:00

hey

had a really fun day today.

I CANT WAIT FOR ROCS.

LIKE REALLY CAN'T.

AND I CAN'T BELIEVE WE'RE GOING TO BECOME SEC THREE.

IT'S OLD.

HAHAHAH nope.

actually, i'm looking forward only to the ROCs part only.

and LTC camp.

and my family trip (:

hahahaha

oh me and liying had another perv conv...

ahahahahhaa

oops.

can't corrupt your mind./

too bad.

omg i have no idea what i am posting.

feel so high now.

love

nadene

hazel

2009-09-17T19:02:00.003+08:00

hey(:

anyway

i have been really...

how do you say it...

nerd?? these few days.

hahaha i mean, no offence, it's great to be a nerd...

no life, just study all day...

lol jkjk..

i'm sure being a nerd has it great things... I THINK.

yep i have been studying like CRAZY;

i HAVE TO do well for end of years.

or my mum will KILL ME

not literally, but...

close enough.

ahahaha had geography SUPPLEMENTARY today. (according to esse. she thinks 'remedial' sounds like we suck at the subject and we have to go for remedial to improve our grades. SO not true.)

oh yeah found out something : Charmaine LIM is as blur as me!!!

OMG isn't that great.

no one (except my tong tong :D) has ever reached that level of blurness before!

CONGRATS CHARMAINE.

hah

and she has a freaking sick mind.

okay, but today mr wong was nicer.

errr shock much.

each lesson significant difference.

wow.

he even joked with us

?!?!

lol now the class is like much more relaxed during his lesson now

but not enough to be normal (like start talking continuously every 5 seconds....)

but normal-ER.

oh well.

i'm so downloading more videos into the ipod.

oh yeah my apps are all screwed, so if you are looking for someone's touch to play a game, sorry, not mine!

i deleted all.

sadly.

but...

hahah i'm adding more movies and songs and stuff for the ROCs trip.

apparently bunking with Charmaine/Clara???

confusion...

cos we're changing all our partners now.

and then charmaine asked me who i'm bunking with.

then i said i dont know...but maybe clara?

then i asked her to bunk with me.

but apparently she doesnt wanna go jan's room to sleep at night.

janice, liying, celia they all are like freaking funny.

celia ang is my IDEAL seating partner.

she asks so many questions it drives me nuts.

but then again, cos she asks so many questions, i understand so much more.

hahahah CELIA ANG YOU SHOULD FEEL FLATTERED.

oh and today we danced the...something dance during music. (i really dont know how to spell it..)

the instructor was so freaking irritated by us..

by our sloppyness and stuff

HOWEVER, we were cool :D

hahaha we're such a disgrace to her... (:

yep

gtg be nerd again (:

nadene

deprivation

2009-09-12T01:14:00.002+08:00

hey

nothing much happened.

my aunt's staying at the intercontinental.

long story.

hahaha went to bugis to window shop and eat.

there;s this ramen shop..

anyway

havent been replying calls or smses these few days.

hahahaha

havent called anyone too :D

so unusual for me (:

yeah

hmmmm.

i need to sleep now!

really super tired.

love

nadene

nobody's listening.

2009-09-09T23:14:00.000+08:00

omg sorry i havent been posting at all.
i have been really busy.
no time to go online or post :D

anyway,
i wanna go ROCs.
its gonna be fun!
hahaha my family ís like going to go to a different part of malaysia for the dec holidays(:
which is like a few weeks after ROCs?!

went shopping today
bought like 3 tanks from G2000.
why G2000? errr. i dont know.
but it looked nice.
so i bought it :D
GREY,PINK AND PURPLE//

oh my sis was super funny just now
you know french connection?
so its like "FCUK".
and i knew my sis was going to say something about it.
so i asked her anyway,
"do you know what that means?"
and she was like
"omg i am not going to say it. it's a bad word"
-.-" lol super diao.
when i told her what it meant, she was like..
"OH...."
awkward silence.

yeah so much has happened this month?
BETTINA JIE JIE'S WEDDING!
it was perfect.
PERFECT/
and the food was great.
i like her dresses though.
i like the wedding dress better.
hahhaha

yep
so my blog is pretty much dead now, and here i am..
trying to revive it.
TRYING.
i cant promise i will.
but i love the patrick star's picture :D

okay then.
oh yeah.
we won aloud.
though grace's group was really good and stuff.
which totally makes no sense.
but STILL.
LAURA CAN SING. AND DANCE.

hahaha.
yeah and mr wong was like some judge or something
and he smiled at ly.
it was just weird.
hahahaahaha idk why
just...not right.
hahaha.

anyway
MIRIAM'S DAD IS NICE.
he lent me his guitar pick.
BLUE :D and PRETTYY.

i need to go to sleep now.
i have been waking up too late for the holidays!!
oh tmr: next season of ANTM.
i'm so going to watch (:

NOTE:
3 CELLISTS FROM MGSE ETHRISHA LIAW ,MEGAN AND LAI YI ERN ARE GOING TO GET GRILLED BY ME :D
so......YOU ARE SO DEAD.
YOU LEFT ME ALONE. to fend for my poor self.
i was the only cellist that turned up for practice today.
claire and yit han can be excused.
the rest cant!!!!
hahahhaha WAIT TILL I SEE YOU ON MONDAY.
HAHAHAHHA.

stacey teng!
sorry i sort of forgot about you cos i was playing the stupid thingy that we were supposed to play for MEP/
so i couldnt talk
but i'll talk on Monday okay

yep.
gonna sleep now

gtg.
love nadene.

the fights' not over. it's just started.

2009-08-22T23:21:00.000+08:00

hey.

anyway
i went to church today:D
hahah old times.

long story.
you'd have to wait for me to tell you before you know.

hmmm
you know, i really dont get what you;re thinking all the time.
actually no one does.
you're super hard to read.
hahaha but it;s sometimes a good thing.
oh wells.
at least clara's easier to read.
HAHAHA. what she's thinking can be seen thru her face.

OMG SORRY INEZ I ACTUALLY FORGOT YOUR BIRTHDAY
AND THAT I DIDNT CELEBRATE WITH YOU.
I SHALL CELEBRATE NEXT SATURDAY WHEN I ACTUALLY SEE YOU(:
hahaha i can bring a cake to hua language:D

yeah
worship WITH NO LIMITS.
i love COOS.
hahaha jac and amos were damn funny today
and omg amadea told amos some CRAP.
that isnt even true.

hahah she's pathetic.
lol jkjk.

regine's sitting next to me now.
hahaha we're going to buy the stuff tmr.
FINALLY.
hahahaha i love the jacket chilling :D

janice lee dont be so short tempered :D
hahahha
oh wells.

clara's at a chalet now.
UNFAIR.
but at least i have the comfort of my home (:

nadene

take in moderation

2009-08-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

hey
anyway
i have 2 zuo wen due tmr.
again

i dont know
i really dont
about how we go on with life like this
it just feels so wrong
i feel wrong
like i get everything but you dont

nevermind.

anyway
so i am like listening to nickelback - if today was your last day
i need the cello blog password
i shall bring it alive again!!
(:

clara's blog needs reviving
cello blog needs reviving
what?!
my blog needs tagging
so everyone tag please!!
i'm desperate :D

no wonder i havent been seeing clara's touch around
it is still not working!!
hahahhaa
i see
i sort of forgot (:

i like 'i do not hook up' by kelly clarkson!
hahahha yep i am really bored now

geraldine clara jin hui must really go out okay?!
hahha whether seperately or individually (jin) hah it'll be fun!

TEE JIN HUI you owe me a movie from last year!
miss you(:
hahah how sweet!

anyway
i gtg do the zuo wen now.
lao shi is going to kill me
after all, i'm not a chinese genius like Audrey right?! ;)

yep
love you.

nadene